<B>Dark Feelings<B>

Anger.....
Seething.... Dark..... Lurking within....
Frustration....
blinding.... Mind boggling .... surrounding me....
These feelings clenching my chest....
Tight control
Serene facade
Cracking under the pressure
Wanting to vent, but having no time...
Pulled here
pushed there
No Way Out
Deteriorating strength
Hot Painful tears... Loneliness Blocking the Heart
Logically I'm fine
But in my Heart.....
I'm broken

-CMA April 1995