As the thoughts of you swirl around in my mind.
A tear glistens as it silently slides down my cheek.
Unknown demons unleashed in my chest, ripping my heart
Honesty and loyalty thrown aside for material gains.
A pawn in your game, I followed blindly
Here I stand ... not alone ... but extremely lonely
Kind faces,sympathetic smiles ...
but nothing to seal this gaping hole where my heart once beat.
Beat with such joy .... such passion.
As if the sun itself was reflected in each movement.
Now it is silent .. laying in torn fragments scattered by the wind
Having opened like a lotus blossom ... yet killed by a sudden frost.
Unknown secrets ... unexplored cravings ...
Shared and divulged ... betrayed and left to die
The underlying currents of insecurity and doubt leap forward and forge a river
Recoiling in pain and grief ... shelter from the light once sought after
The sun sets and another day has gone by
Another fleeting moment in an eternal cycle
Amongst others insignificant and inconsequential
But for me another excruciating day without you